the queen

"yes. i am the queen...

of unrequited love.

i've had an abundance of crushes and have adored, if not loved many men but pretty much always, well actually always, they don't reciprocate.

why? i don't know. you tell me....

one thing i have decided is that when it is reciprocated, it's going to be incredible like a symphony or a spectacular film or even a magnificent sunrise. it will be special because who would want every man you love to always love you back? who would you choose? so exhausting. it would probably be hard to decide how to weed out the bad ones. and you would lose the significance of that one man when he finally comes.

so that's what i'm trying to focus on in light of learning that the man i pretty much love is in love with another. but i can't help wonder...if he only knew, would that change anything?

i love my life."


-quotes from a work in progress based on real life drama....and i too, love my life.