an "ah ha" moment

as i was getting ready for bed, this thought crossed my mind:
oh my gosh, i am working for a university! an accredited, the real deal, distinguished university. this is kind of a big deal. no, wait, it's a huge deal.

yeah, it's jbu and i graduated from there, but seriously. i mean, seriously! my excitement pretty much quadrupled. and that's probably an understatement.

how many people get this opportunity? when i really examine this, not a whole lot. i was so excited about going back at jbu and be near family and a community that is like home, that i neglected to realize what a huge stinking deal this really is. i am so grateful to god for this opportunity and that they picked me. they picked me!!!! god chose me for this adventure. and for that, i am ecstatic!

i am beyond blessed and i need to go brush my teeth.